Sorry i haven't got round to writing anything lately. Been trying to enjoy the weekend while it lasted. On Friday, i texted Heather and Isabel, asking why the hell theyve been having a go at me so much and making school that little bit harder than it should be. i would have just said fuck em and left ages ago, but they start being nice all of a suddden, but it doesn't last long. Their answer to this text was along the lines of (these are the lines of it i can remember, it has been two days and i didn't save it): "Your Smallness irritates us.", ( im not particularly tall) "your annoying and no one gives a shit about you". and my personal favourite ( god this thing sucks at sarcasm) "go walk in front of a truck". now I truly understand the phrase "Cruel as schoolchildren" And know considering we were like the only group of emo kids, rockers, skaters and goths in school. Going to school today is to face near total social abandonment. But hey. Chin up eh? 5 days then i got the weekend again, and till then i'll just shoot things on the xbox violently to relieve stress.Thanks for reading

Oh god. My best mate Simon (who doesn't go to my school) has invited one of his ex girlfriends tina, down from where she has moved to for the weekend. The reason shes his ex, is coz she was messing around (and this will sound so cliche but true) with another of his best mates. he was really upset and cried for.... it must have been 3 weeks, and he isn't the kind of person who cries. he asked me to come meet her with him, im glad he did, ill be able to keep an eye on him. But i spose if he wants to get involved with her, thats his decision, but i hope he doesn't, and i will be there to help pick up the pieces if it all falls like a house of cards. I'll keep you posted

Well that was a bit of shitty day. Most of it happened in the evening though. We left school ( Me, Isabel, Naomi an Charlotte) an we decided to go for a meal at mcdonalds coz Charlotte needed cheering up. So after the meal they all go to the toilet, and their in there for ages. I'm there considering just leaving now, when another of my mates Becky walks in, she asks me what Im doing here on my own, and i told her. Then she tells me they can't be here because she just talked to them in the millgate ( a shopping center more or less right next mcdonalds) They fucking must have snuck out and ditched me! heather and isabel have been acting quite cruel lately to me and i don't know why. but heather has glandular fever and wasn't in yesterday. But im gonna give them all a flat out Ultimatum, i don't like it but i will. I will just say " I would like friends who treat me like friends, like a human being, if not, fuck em" kieren is back to his stroppy violent self again, something to do with work... AND, Denis, my mums ex, who ditched us all with no explanation and just left, is gonna come down on Friday and try and explain. He aint getting a warm reception from me and kieren at least. Well thats it as far as i can think. I'll be off to school in about half an hour. I realised the only times i can write my blog is in the morning before anyone wakes up, or just short entries when i get in from school. hopefully i will have somthing more cheery to tell you all soon.

What a weird night. Was there waiting for Sarah ( My brothers pregnant girlfriend) to come out of the bathroom, and th Kieran starts asking me if everything is ok! trust me he isn't like that normally he was there talking about us sharing the same blood and being together no matter what even though we fight like cat and dog- which was freaky but also nice in another way. He then started asking me, if I was Gay, now this was hard, I had to think quick. I could tell him the whole story, that for the last 4 years my head has been shitting itself coz it doesn't know if im gay, straight or bi, or just lie and say no. Needless to say, I said no, but i may be regretting it a bit, and may even end up pulling him to one side soon, and telling him i think I'm bisexual, but MAKE SURE he wont use this as a bargaining chip against mum when we next get into an argument. Any suggestions people?

Hey. I wanted to make a blog for ages but just couldn't be arsed, more of a diary for myself than anything else. So i might as well start with an intro, Im Callum, im 15, fairly shot, short brown hair, into parkour and playingh my bass guitar. And i live at ***. Rofl i aint gonna tell you that , there are some real freaks out there, and i dont want to be met in the street by a weirdo offering sex or somthin *shudder*. lol well, when i can next be arsed i will write some more about what ive been up to. Now im off to be a real geek and play World Of Warcraft