I don't like it. I don't like how i act and feel like when i cut myself. so ive decided. im stopping, completely. Ive thrown my razors away. I hate the scars on my wrist, i just hope they'll fade soon. But no crappy cutting down, im just stopping. Wish me luck. On a different subject, kierans still fucked up. Things are still shitty at school. i just hope that now ive decided to stop hurting my self my outlook at school will change and shit will get better. Also, i went to air cadets last night, they were stupid enough to give us bows and arrows, it was damn near a massacre. Nothing to do with me of course :P . ill talk again soon.