Im feeling terrible today, got a day off school. Coughing my lungs up. I feel like utter crap, must ask, is coughing up flecks of blood healthy? I guess not. Im sure ill be ok. So i'm here bored playing on chomputer and watching Scrubs. i just wanna hug . Eh whatever i gotta go into school tomorrow for a physics exam. Wish me luck ok? cya l8r.

Just thought id put it as its the only marginally interesting thing that happened to me. I took the £20 ive been saving to school, for no reason really. But it turns out the school is doing a charity raffle for some heart foundation thing. So what the hey, i threw the money in their box, they refused to let me just give it em and gave me..... wait for it... 200 tickets! You can win like holidays and dvd players and stuff. So lol, lets see how that turns out.

Yeah im chilling out at my mate simon's house eating random sweets and drinking a can of rockstar. Shit's been pretty bad at school, but no worse than usual. My brother has lost his job again, so he's allways upset drunk or asleep. At least my mum is happy, but obsessive about David,( im sure ive mentioned him in my blog, but whatever) Somtimes i feel limke i can only chill out and be myself when im with simon. He's an awesome guy. Sorry all that have been trying to get me to stop, i cut my wristy again, not bad. But enough to make me feel guilty . Ill try to talk again soon.

Sorry. I just keep getting lot on my mind and completely forgot about my blog. I only remembered it when Libby ( one of my friends on this [Quick wave to you Libby if you be reading this] sent me a message) I keep doing this, I get distracted by things and stop thinking about my blog. Despite the fact i like writing in it. Quick update. Ive done my year 10 early entry GCSE's. and school has made me a prefect, thats not bad. i havent hurt myself since i said so earlier. but that still doesnt mean im feeling great. not by a long shot. but hey, i'm slugging my way through each day. but either way. Ill update when i have somthin to update with. bye