Yeah im chilling out at my mate simon's house eating random sweets and drinking a can of rockstar. Shit's been pretty bad at school, but no worse than usual. My brother has lost his job again, so he's allways upset drunk or asleep. At least my mum is happy, but obsessive about David,( im sure ive mentioned him in my blog, but whatever) Somtimes i feel limke i can only chill out and be myself when im with simon. He's an awesome guy. Sorry all that have been trying to get me to stop, i cut my wristy again, not bad. But enough to make me feel guilty :( . Ill try to talk again soon.