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<rss xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0"><channel xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom"><title>My random blog thing</title><link>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/</link><atom:link xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" rel="self" href="http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/feed/rss2/posts/"/><description>Just my thoughts and feelings. Just a way to get my feelings out. Not all lads are as butch as everyone makes out. We have emotions too. Read on if you want to be bored to death no doubt..</description><language>en-EU</language><generator>MokoFeed</generator><ttl>10</ttl><image><title>My random blog thing</title><link>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/</link><url>http://data5.blog.de/design/preview/6b/ee7376ed88cf35d89609f7a2da249d_160x200.jpg</url></image><item><title>Sick as a dog...</title><link>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/06/19/sick-as-a-dog-4335777/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">tag:callumhill.blog.co.uk,2008-06-19:/2008/06/19/sick-as-a-dog-4335777/</guid><pubDate>Thu, 19 Jun 2008 10:52:01 +0200</pubDate><description>	&lt;p&gt;Im feeling terrible today, got a day off school. Coughing my lungs up. I feel like utter crap, must ask, is coughing up flecks of blood healthy? I guess not. Im sure ill be ok. So i'm here bored playing on chomputer and watching Scrubs. i just wanna hug &lt;img src="/img/smilies/icon_sad.gif" alt=":(" class="middle" border="0"&gt; . Eh whatever  i gotta go into school tomorrow for a physics exam. Wish me luck ok? cya l8r.
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/06/19/sick-as-a-dog-4335777/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><comments>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/06/19/sick-as-a-dog-4335777/#comments</comments></item><item><title>The school raffle</title><link>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/06/16/the-school-raffle-4323285/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">tag:callumhill.blog.co.uk,2008-06-16:/2008/06/16/the-school-raffle-4323285/</guid><pubDate>Mon, 16 Jun 2008 16:43:48 +0200</pubDate><description>	&lt;p&gt;Just thought id put it as its the only marginally interesting thing that happened to me. I took the £20 ive been saving to school, for no reason really. But it turns out the school is doing a charity raffle for some heart foundation thing. So what the hey, i threw the money in their box, they refused to let me just give it em and gave me..... wait for it... 200 tickets! You can win like holidays and dvd players and stuff. So lol, lets see how that turns out.
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/06/16/the-school-raffle-4323285/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><comments>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/06/16/the-school-raffle-4323285/#comments</comments></item><item><title>Im at simon's place</title><link>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/06/15/im-at-simon-s-place-4317921/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">tag:callumhill.blog.co.uk,2008-06-15:/2008/06/15/im-at-simon-s-place-4317921/</guid><pubDate>Sun, 15 Jun 2008 12:45:12 +0200</pubDate><description>	&lt;p&gt;Yeah im chilling out at my mate simon's house eating random sweets and drinking a can of rockstar. Shit's been pretty bad at school, but no worse than usual. My brother has lost his job again, so he's allways upset drunk or asleep. At least my mum is happy, but obsessive about David,( im  sure ive mentioned him in my blog, but whatever) Somtimes i feel limke i can only chill out and be myself when im with simon. He's an awesome guy. Sorry all that have been trying to get me to stop, i cut my wristy again, not bad. But enough to make me feel guilty &lt;img src="/img/smilies/icon_sad.gif" alt=":(" class="middle" border="0"&gt;  . Ill try to talk again soon.
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/06/15/im-at-simon-s-place-4317921/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><comments>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/06/15/im-at-simon-s-place-4317921/#comments</comments></item><item><title>Return to blogness Again again</title><link>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/06/06/return-to-blogness-again-again-4281827/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">tag:callumhill.blog.co.uk,2008-06-06:/2008/06/06/return-to-blogness-again-again-4281827/</guid><pubDate>Fri, 06 Jun 2008 18:18:03 +0200</pubDate><description>	&lt;p&gt;Sorry. I just keep getting lot on my mind and completely forgot about my blog. I only remembered it when Libby ( one of my friends on this  [Quick wave to you Libby if you be reading this &lt;img src="/img/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" class="middle" border="0"&gt;] sent me a message) I keep doing this, I get distracted by things and stop thinking about my blog. Despite the fact i like writing in it. Quick update. Ive done my year 10 early entry GCSE's. and school has made me a prefect, thats not bad. i havent hurt myself since i said so earlier. but that still doesnt mean im feeling great. not by a long shot. but hey, i'm slugging my way through each day. but either way. Ill update when i have somthin to update with. bye
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/06/06/return-to-blogness-again-again-4281827/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><comments>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/06/06/return-to-blogness-again-again-4281827/#comments</comments></item><item><title>Cold turkey</title><link>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/04/30/cold-turkey-4114767/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">tag:callumhill.blog.co.uk,2008-04-30:/2008/04/30/cold-turkey-4114767/</guid><pubDate>Wed, 30 Apr 2008 15:36:32 +0200</pubDate><description>	&lt;p&gt;I don't like it. I don't like how i act and feel like when i cut myself. so ive decided. im stopping, completely. Ive thrown my razors away. I hate the scars on my wrist, i just hope they'll fade soon. But no crappy cutting down, im just stopping. Wish me luck. On a different subject, kierans still fucked up. Things are still shitty at school. i just hope that now ive decided to stop hurting my self my outlook at school will change and shit will get better. Also, i went to air cadets last night, they were stupid enough to give us bows and arrows, it was damn near a massacre. Nothing to do with me of course &lt;img src="/img/smilies/graybigrazz.gif" alt=":P" class="middle" border="0"&gt; . ill talk again soon.
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/04/30/cold-turkey-4114767/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><comments>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/04/30/cold-turkey-4114767/#comments</comments></item><item><title>Brothers emotional breakdown</title><link>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/04/28/brothers-emotional-breakdown-4106679/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">tag:callumhill.blog.co.uk,2008-04-28:/2008/04/28/brothers-emotional-breakdown-4106679/</guid><pubDate>Mon, 28 Apr 2008 19:17:47 +0200</pubDate><description>	&lt;p&gt;great, kieran is going psycho. i sincerely think he is have a breakdown. slamming stuff around, screaming, crying. He never cries. Apparently he just feel like everything is just stacking up on him, each little thing would be ok if it were on its own, but he just feels buried by it, i can empathies. he's a mess,It's just not good. No doubt he's feeling shit but it just feels like i cannot escape my own shitness. maybe it would help if we shared our shitty feelings. but maybe not. but basically two (no doubt failed) exams at school and a screaming brother at home dont help my own self esteem; and make me feel like i can't find anywhere to escape to. so another set of bleeding cuts on my wrist. and i feel seriously selfish in doing those cuts, which really doesnt make me feel great either. hurray for self pity. &lt;img src="/img/smilies/icon_sad.gif" alt=":(" class="middle" border="0"&gt;
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/04/28/brothers-emotional-breakdown-4106679/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><comments>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/04/28/brothers-emotional-breakdown-4106679/#comments</comments></item><item><title>Monday Morning</title><link>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/04/28/monday-morning-4103734/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">tag:callumhill.blog.co.uk,2008-04-28:/2008/04/28/monday-morning-4103734/</guid><pubDate>Mon, 28 Apr 2008 06:55:49 +0200</pubDate><description>	&lt;p&gt;here we go. ive got about half an hour before i leave the house and have to go to that hellhole called a school. I spose everyone feels this way before school (or work as well) on a monday. you just want to hide under your duvet and die lol. well hooray for coco pops at least. well ill post again later. semper fidelis. im not quite sure what it means but it sounds cool.
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/04/28/monday-morning-4103734/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><comments>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/04/28/monday-morning-4103734/#comments</comments></item><item><title>jeez today is lonely</title><link>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/04/27/jeez-today-is-lonely-4101265/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">tag:callumhill.blog.co.uk,2008-04-27:/2008/04/27/jeez-today-is-lonely-4101265/</guid><pubDate>Sun, 27 Apr 2008 15:07:01 +0200</pubDate><description>	&lt;p&gt;Well. my brother is at work. my mum wont be back from David's till about 5pm. im currently bored out of my mind and rather lonely. ive been practicing my knife game. you know the one where you put your hand on the table and you stab between the fingers. im getting very good at it. i stopped when i nicked my finger though lol. so ive been playing xbox and im currently watching the movies ghostbusters from 1994. either way, ill add another post tommorow or maybe tonight if anythng decent happens.
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/04/27/jeez-today-is-lonely-4101265/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><comments>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/04/27/jeez-today-is-lonely-4101265/#comments</comments></item><item><title>Overtired.</title><link>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/04/26/overtired-4097911/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">tag:callumhill.blog.co.uk,2008-04-26:/2008/04/26/overtired-4097911/</guid><pubDate>Sat, 26 Apr 2008 15:48:00 +0200</pubDate><description>	&lt;p&gt;Woah this is weird. As i said in one of my earlier entries, i stayed up all last night for the hell of it. Ive stayed up all night before, but something weirds going on. Everything feels funny and i cant think clearly, i feel like my limbs are hollow yet weighing me down, and my body is filled with cotton wool. This really is quite surreal. at least i don't feel sick anymore, i've just drunk about four glasses of water.&lt;br&gt;
Can't go to sleep yet, i might miss doctor who &lt;img src="/img/smilies/graybigrazz.gif" alt=":P" class="middle" border="0"&gt;. go me. 1 more point for the geeks. either way. that is today's entry. i've got some serious munchies. bye guys
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/04/26/overtired-4097911/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><comments>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/04/26/overtired-4097911/#comments</comments></item><item><title>Hands Held High</title><link>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/04/26/hands-held-high-4095888/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">tag:callumhill.blog.co.uk,2008-04-26:/2008/04/26/hands-held-high-4095888/</guid><pubDate>Sat, 26 Apr 2008 03:10:53 +0200</pubDate><description>	&lt;p&gt;This song really touched me, sitting here watching pirates of the Caribbean and drinking some coffee at 3 am. it really struck a chord with me. to fight opression and stand up for what you believe in and not be bullied.&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;"Hands Held High" by Linkin Park&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;Turn my mike up louder I got to say something&lt;br&gt;
Light weights step to the side when we come in&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;Feel it in your chest the syllables get pumping&lt;br&gt;
People on the street they panic and start running&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;Words on loose leaf sheet complete coming&lt;br&gt;
I jump in my mind and summon the rhyme, I'm dumping&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;Healing the blind I promise to let the sun in&lt;br&gt;
Sick of the dark ways we march to the drum and&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;Jump when they tell us that they wanna see jumping&lt;br&gt;
Fuck that I wanna see some fists pumping&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;Risk something, take back what's yours&lt;br&gt;
Say something that you know they might attack you for&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;Cause I'm sick of being treated like I have before&lt;br&gt;
Like it's stupid standing for what I'm standing for&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;Like this war's really just a different brand of war&lt;br&gt;
Like it doesn't cater the rich and abandon poor&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;Like they understand you in the back of the jet&lt;br&gt;
When you can't put gas in your tank&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;These fuckers are laughing their way to the bank and cashing the cheque&lt;br&gt;
Asking you to have compassion and have some respect&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;For a leader so nervous in an obvious way&lt;br&gt;
Stuttering and mumbling for nightly news to replay&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;And the rest of the world watching at the end of the day&lt;br&gt;
In their living room laughing like "what did he say?"&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;[Chorus:]&lt;br&gt;
Amen&lt;br&gt;
Amen&lt;br&gt;
Amen&lt;br&gt;
Amen&lt;br&gt;
Amen&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;In my living room watching but I am not laughing&lt;br&gt;
Cause when it gets tense I know what might happen&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;World is cold the bold men take action&lt;br&gt;
Have to react or get blown into fractions&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;Ten years old it's something to see&lt;br&gt;
Another kid my age drugged under a jeep&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;Taken and bound and found later under a tree&lt;br&gt;
I wonder if he had thought the next one could be me&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;Do you see the soldiers they're out today&lt;br&gt;
They brush the dust from bullet proof vests away&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;It's ironic at times like this you pray&lt;br&gt;
But a bomb blew the mosque up yesterday&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;There's bombs in the buses, bikes, roads&lt;br&gt;
Inside your market, your shops, your clothes&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;My dad he's got a lot of fear I know&lt;br&gt;
But enough pride inside not to let that show&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;My brother had a book he would hold with pride&lt;br&gt;
A little red cover with a broken spine&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;On the back, he hand-wrote a quote inside&lt;br&gt;
When the rich wage war it's the poor who die&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;Meanwhile, the leader just talks away&lt;br&gt;
Stuttering and mumbling for nightly news to replay&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;And the rest of the world watching at the end of the day&lt;br&gt;
both scared and angry like "what did he say?"&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/04/26/hands-held-high-4095888/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><comments>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/04/26/hands-held-high-4095888/#comments</comments></item><item><title>News up till now.</title><link>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/04/26/news-up-till-now-4095843/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">tag:callumhill.blog.co.uk,2008-04-26:/2008/04/26/news-up-till-now-4095843/</guid><pubDate>Sat, 26 Apr 2008 02:31:37 +0200</pubDate><description>	&lt;p&gt;Okie pokey. where to start. Caitlin's got big, she's on solids now which is nice. beautiful auburn hair still. uhh Kieren is still with sarah, but it seems like its one minute their arguing and hate each other, next their have very very loud sex upstairs.... Ive joined The local air cadets to make some new friends (because i feel isolated and bullied at school, but that is not for now) Im doing my mock exams. they suck. My mum's found a nice bloke, she's staying over at his tonight actually, called Dave, he's an alright guy. ive started cutting my wrists again, thats not good either... ummm. what else. grant alex is back in touch, and sounds as emotionally fucked up as me right now. how perfect.... yeah. thats about it. that's just bringing you all up to date as of last time before i disappeared. i currently have one friend on my list and he hasnt been on this for months either, so invite me as a friend and i will most likely accept. I need all the ones i can get. Tally ho! im staying up all night.&lt;br&gt;
need coffee.&lt;br&gt;
heres a cool song.&lt;/p&gt;
	


&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.blog.co.uk/media/audio/fightstar_deathcar/2490545"&gt;Fightstar: deathcar&lt;/a&gt;
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/04/26/news-up-till-now-4095843/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><comments>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/04/26/news-up-till-now-4095843/#comments</comments></item><item><title>return of callum.... again</title><link>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/04/25/return-of-callum-again-4095413/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">tag:callumhill.blog.co.uk,2008-04-25:/2008/04/25/return-of-callum-again-4095413/</guid><pubDate>Fri, 25 Apr 2008 22:33:42 +0200</pubDate><description>	&lt;p&gt;hey guys. if any of you remember me, you have a better memory than i do. Ive been going through some rough shit lately, and ive been afdvised to start a diary. so this sounded like a half decent excuse to start this again. i hope I stick at it this time. ill talk in some more deatail later
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/04/25/return-of-callum-again-4095413/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><comments>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/04/25/return-of-callum-again-4095413/#comments</comments></item><item><title>Nothing to report</title><link>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/01/11/nothing_to_report~3559845/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">tag:callumhill.blog.co.uk,2008-01-11:/2008/01/11/nothing_to_report~3559845/</guid><pubDate>Fri, 11 Jan 2008 07:55:33 +0100</pubDate><description>	&lt;p&gt;Just come on to say. nothing happened lately, Caitlins fyne, my bor is happy familys fine, school is bearable, nothing important is going on. Just thought id say so, that way you did't think i'd bugggered off again &lt;img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"&gt;
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/01/11/nothing_to_report~3559845/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><comments>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/01/11/nothing_to_report~3559845/#comments</comments></item><item><title>Caitlin!</title><link>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/01/03/caitlin~3524051/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">tag:callumhill.blog.co.uk,2008-01-03:/2008/01/03/caitlin~3524051/</guid><pubDate>Thu, 03 Jan 2008 18:08:53 +0100</pubDate><description>	&lt;p&gt;TWAS GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!&lt;br&gt;
That got your attention &lt;img src="/img/smilies/graybigrazz.gif" alt=":P" class="middle" border="0"&gt;&lt;br&gt;
My brothers girlfriend sarah, who i may or may not have told you is pregnant. Called up my brother at about 1 am on the 2nd. kieran ran out and took her to the hosp while me and my mum were fretting all night. then we find out. sarah, at 4:33  gave birth to a lil girl. Caitlin wighing 7.3 pounds. Shes gorgeous. smooth skin, auburn hair bright green eyes. IS GREAT&lt;br&gt;
this makes me uncle callum!&lt;br&gt;
in unrelated news, me and grant are still goin great he's real sweet!
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/01/03/caitlin~3524051/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><comments>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2008/01/03/caitlin~3524051/#comments</comments></item><item><title>Manchester</title><link>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2007/12/28/manchester~3500079/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">tag:callumhill.blog.co.uk,2007-12-28:/2007/12/28/manchester~3500079/</guid><pubDate>Fri, 28 Dec 2007 17:26:51 +0100</pubDate><description>	&lt;p&gt;Went out to manchester today. had a late night talking to people on msn &lt;img src="/img/smilies/graybigrazz.gif" alt=":P" class="middle" border="0"&gt; so i went to bed at 4 in the morning and got up when simon battered on the door with jordan (another friend of mine). we went to manchester and had a great time, just had fun. i bought a tight black T shirt with "I wanna Be Sedated" on the front in green writing.  maybe stuff is looking up &lt;img src="/img/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" class="middle" border="0"&gt;
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2007/12/28/manchester~3500079/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><comments>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2007/12/28/manchester~3500079/#comments</comments></item><item><title>Alex</title><link>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2007/12/28/alex~3498131/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">tag:callumhill.blog.co.uk,2007-12-28:/2007/12/28/alex~3498131/</guid><pubDate>Fri, 28 Dec 2007 05:55:21 +0100</pubDate><description>	&lt;p&gt;YAY! a guy i talked to a while ago, well not so much talked to, but fell madly head over heals for. grant-alex. i hadnt talked to him 4 ages, and ive been talking  with him again. such a great guy. smart, honest, fun, and attractive. yay! more happiness!&lt;br&gt;
*does a lil happy dance*
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2007/12/28/alex~3498131/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><comments>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2007/12/28/alex~3498131/#comments</comments></item><item><title>Do they know its Christmas time at all? hehehe</title><link>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2007/12/24/do_they_know_its_christmas_time_at_all_h~3487089/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">tag:callumhill.blog.co.uk,2007-12-24:/2007/12/24/do_they_know_its_christmas_time_at_all_h~3487089/</guid><pubDate>Mon, 24 Dec 2007 18:10:27 +0100</pubDate><description>	&lt;p&gt;Im so exited about christmas, only a few hours away lol. im so exited. my mums even making pigs in blankets! she only makes em once a year at christmas! sausages wrapped in bacon, but its even tastier than it sounds. im real happy. Who wants a hug?!
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2007/12/23/sorry_i_havent_been_on_for_ages~3482676/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><comments>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2007/12/23/sorry_i_havent_been_on_for_ages~3482676/#comments</comments></item><item><title>School is hell</title><link>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2007/11/26/school_is_hell~3352838/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">tag:callumhill.blog.co.uk,2007-11-26:/2007/11/26/school_is_hell~3352838/</guid><pubDate>Mon, 26 Nov 2007 07:51:19 +0100</pubDate><description>	&lt;p&gt;Sorry i haven't got round to writing anything lately. Been trying to enjoy the weekend while it lasted. On Friday, i texted Heather and Isabel, asking why the hell theyve been having a go at me so much and making school that little bit harder than it should be. i would have just said fuck em and left ages ago, but they start being nice all of a suddden, but it doesn't last long. Their answer to this text was along the lines of (these are the lines of it i can remember, it has been two days and i didn't save it): "Your Smallness irritates us.", ( im not particularly tall) "your annoying and no one gives a shit about you". and my personal favourite ( god this thing sucks at sarcasm) "go walk in front of a truck". now I truly understand the phrase "Cruel as schoolchildren" And know considering we were like the only group of emo kids, rockers, skaters and goths in school. Going to school today is to face near total social abandonment. But hey. Chin up eh? 5 days then i got the weekend again, and till then i'll just shoot things on the xbox violently to relieve stress.Thanks for reading
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2007/11/23/tina~3339412/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><comments>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2007/11/23/tina~3339412/#comments</comments></item><item><title>Ultimatum</title><link>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2007/11/22/ultimatum~3334243/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">tag:callumhill.blog.co.uk,2007-11-22:/2007/11/22/ultimatum~3334243/</guid><pubDate>Thu, 22 Nov 2007 07:49:45 +0100</pubDate><description>	&lt;p&gt; Well that was a bit of shitty day. Most of it happened in the evening though. We left school ( Me, Isabel, Naomi an Charlotte) an we decided to go for a meal at mcdonalds coz Charlotte needed cheering up. So after the meal they all go to the toilet, and their in there for ages. I'm there considering just leaving now, when another of my mates Becky walks in, she asks me what Im doing here on my own, and i told her. Then she tells me they can't be here because she just talked to them in the millgate ( a shopping center more or less right next mcdonalds) They fucking must have snuck out and ditched me! heather and isabel have been acting quite cruel lately to me and i don't know why. but heather has glandular fever and wasn't in yesterday. But im gonna give them all a flat out Ultimatum, i don't like it but i will. I will just say " I would like friends who treat me like friends, like a human being, if not, fuck em"  kieren is back to his stroppy violent self again, something to do with work...  AND, Denis, my mums ex, who ditched us all with no explanation and just left, is gonna come down on Friday and try and explain. He aint getting a warm reception from me and kieren at least. Well thats it as far as i can think.  I'll be off to school in about half an hour. I realised the only times i can write my blog is in the morning before anyone wakes up, or just short entries when i get in from school. hopefully i will have somthing more cheery to tell you all soon.
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2007/11/22/ultimatum~3334243/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><comments>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2007/11/22/ultimatum~3334243/#comments</comments></item><item><title>My brother started being... brotherly</title><link>http://callumhill.blog.co.uk/2007/11/21/my_brother_started_being_brotherly~3328814/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">tag:callumhill.blog.co.uk,2007-11-21:/2007/11/21/my_brother_started_being_brotherly~3328814/</guid><pubDate>Wed, 21 Nov 2007 07:44:14 +0100</pubDate><description>	&lt;p&gt;What a weird night. Was there waiting for Sarah ( My brothers pregnant girlfriend) to come out of the bathroom, and th Kieran starts asking me if everything is ok! trust me he isn't like that normally he was there talking about us sharing the same blood and being together no matter what even though we fight like cat and dog- which was freaky but also nice in another way. He then started asking me, if I was Gay, now this was hard, I had to think quick. I could tell him the whole story, that for the last 4 years my head has been shitting itself coz it doesn't know if im gay, straight or bi, or just lie and say no. Needless to say, I said no, but i may be regretting it a bit, and may even end up pulling him to one side soon, and telling him i think I'm bisexual, but MAKE SURE he wont use this as a bargaining chip against mum when we next get into an argument. Any suggestions people?
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