My random blog thing

Okie pokey. where to start. Caitlin's got big, she's on solids now which is nice. beautiful auburn hair still. uhh Kieren is still with sarah, but it seems like its one minute their arguing and hate each other, next their have very very loud sex upstairs.... Ive joined The local air cadets to make some new friends (because i feel isolated and bullied at school, but that is not for now) Im doing my mock exams. they suck. My mum's found a nice bloke, she's staying over at his tonight actually, called Dave, he's an alright guy. ive started cutting my wrists again, thats not good either... ummm. what else. grant alex is back in touch, and sounds as emotionally fucked up as me right now. how perfect.... yeah. thats about it. that's just bringing you all up to date as of last time before i disappeared. i currently have one friend on my list and he hasnt been on this for months either, so invite me as a friend and i will most likely accept. I need all the ones i can get. Tally ho! im staying up all night.
need coffee.
heres a cool song.

hey guys. if any of you remember me, you have a better memory than i do. Ive been going through some rough shit lately, and ive been afdvised to start a diary. so this sounded like a half decent excuse to start this again. i hope I stick at it this time. ill talk in some more deatail later

Just come on to say. nothing happened lately, Caitlins fyne, my bor is happy familys fine, school is bearable, nothing important is going on. Just thought id say so, that way you did't think i'd bugggered off again

TWAS GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That got your attention
My brothers girlfriend sarah, who i may or may not have told you is pregnant. Called up my brother at about 1 am on the 2nd. kieran ran out and took her to the hosp while me and my mum were fretting all night. then we find out. sarah, at 4:33 gave birth to a lil girl. Caitlin wighing 7.3 pounds. Shes gorgeous. smooth skin, auburn hair bright green eyes. IS GREAT
this makes me uncle callum!
in unrelated news, me and grant are still goin great he's real sweet!

Went out to manchester today. had a late night talking to people on msn so i went to bed at 4 in the morning and got up when simon battered on the door with jordan (another friend of mine). we went to manchester and had a great time, just had fun. i bought a tight black T shirt with "I wanna Be Sedated" on the front in green writing. maybe stuff is looking up

YAY! a guy i talked to a while ago, well not so much talked to, but fell madly head over heals for. grant-alex. i hadnt talked to him 4 ages, and ive been talking with him again. such a great guy. smart, honest, fun, and attractive. yay! more happiness!
*does a lil happy dance*

Im so exited about christmas, only a few hours away lol. im so exited. my mums even making pigs in blankets! she only makes em once a year at christmas! sausages wrapped in bacon, but its even tastier than it sounds. im real happy. Who wants a hug?!

as the name of this suggests, i apologise i havent been on this for ages. just totally forgot. im gonna try starting this up again. oh yeah, and merry christmas. i hope you all get what you wished for!

Sorry i haven't got round to writing anything lately. Been trying to enjoy the weekend while it lasted. On Friday, i texted Heather and Isabel, asking why the hell theyve been having a go at me so much and making school that little bit harder than it should be. i would have just said fuck em and left ages ago, but they start being nice all of a suddden, but it doesn't last long. Their answer to this text was along the lines of (these are the lines of it i can remember, it has been two days and i didn't save it): "Your Smallness irritates us.", ( im not particularly tall) "your annoying and no one gives a shit about you". and my personal favourite ( god this thing sucks at sarcasm) "go walk in front of a truck". now I truly understand the phrase "Cruel as schoolchildren" And know considering we were like the only group of emo kids, rockers, skaters and goths in school. Going to school today is to face near total social abandonment. But hey. Chin up eh? 5 days then i got the weekend again, and till then i'll just shoot things on the xbox violently to relieve stress.Thanks for reading

Oh god. My best mate Simon (who doesn't go to my school) has invited one of his ex girlfriends tina, down from where she has moved to for the weekend. The reason shes his ex, is coz she was messing around (and this will sound so cliche but true) with another of his best mates. he was really upset and cried for.... it must have been 3 weeks, and he isn't the kind of person who cries. he asked me to come meet her with him, im glad he did, ill be able to keep an eye on him. But i spose if he wants to get involved with her, thats his decision, but i hope he doesn't, and i will be there to help pick up the pieces if it all falls like a house of cards. I'll keep you posted